If I did have to choose, my favorite Protagonists from my story would be these two:
Blaine:
Blaine is, as I've said, based on me. Every aspect of his life, every hardship he's gone through, everything about his personality, has happened to me in my life-time. There are some that involve dying children in his story, but that's not from me directly, that was some of my relatives, who have lost children. Despite the shit that I've experienced, the things that Blaine reflects to you guys, I manage to keep a positive outlook on life. Something that Blaine shares with me.
As I said the other night, when I was a kid, I always dreamed of being a super hero, kinda like Superman. I'd dream that I was the man of steel, so that life could throw whatever it wanted at me, and I could never be hurt again. The reason Craig died of Mesothelioma, was because my cousin, who was an influence on the ones I based Josh and Phil off of, died at the age of eighteen about six years ago to liver cancer. I liked to help people, despite getting very little in return for it. I made it my goal to make as many people happy as I could. To protect the ones I love, to stand by my friends with unbreakable loyalty.
To put my family's well being ahead of my own. My father, caring for a large family, works most of the day, and when he gets home, he's too tired to spend any time with us. That's why Morgan in the story wasn't around for Blaine's childhood. Despite this though, he always cares for his kids, even when he's too tired to do anything for himself.
Blaine's whole thing about being with Katie, while that never actually happened in real life. I wrote that because I wanted to feel good, to give the story a happier side. You might be wondering why I'm fascinated with the song 'Mister Cellophane'. That's because sadly, I
am Mister Cellophane. You could walk right by me, look right through me, and never know I was there. That's why I hyped up Blaine's rank in the military, to make him the hero I always wanted to be. To gain recognition for things that he did, unlike me.
Blaine's personality is based off of mine, but a good portion of him is what I wish I could be. The guy people look up to, the one people can count on. This is why many of you think Blaine is impenetrable, perhaps even a Gary Stu. Because he is the thing I wish I could be, the guy that can never be hurt, the guy who is never rejected, the guy who people are inspired by.
Blaine makes me feel good about myself, because I do share many qualities with him, and I realize that I don't need to be augmented to be everything that Blaine is. He is the one Protagonist that I feel closest to, because essentially, he's me, saving the day
.
As for my other choice, it was pretty obvious:
Morgan: Morgan is named after me because he is the one thing I want to be. No, not a drunk
. A father that always keeps his family close at heart. He is based off of my father *who doesn't drink, mind you.* in likeness, and in spirit. So yeah, essentially I want to be like my Father. Not entirely like him, but the family-man. The one whose sons will always look up to him, the one who isn't afraid to keep all that he cares about safe.
He's one of my favorite characters, not just because he's based off of my Father. But because he's my source for heart-jerking moments. The part where he can say; 'I love you son', hugging Blaine while the band in the background plays with the wind instruments and the strings, and cause a heart-warming scene involving a man and his son. He likes to keep everyone's spirits high, and has a large influence on people's morale.
Josh and Phil, based off of my two brothers, are the ones he constantly bickers with the most. I figured that was what the character needed, and I think it helped boost him as a Protagonist.
For Antagonists, there was only two I thought of, mainly because there WERE only two.
Butch: His resent for Blaine, his unending thirst for revenge. They stem from my own feelings. There ARE people out there like Blaine, who DO steal everything out from under my nose, and suddenly I'm a zero all over again. So Butch is basically my rival for Blaine, because he's my negative side of the equation. Resentful of the ones that seemingly fuck him over in every aspect of his life.
But aside from that, he's also based on this bully in middle school that tested my patience to the point where I sent his ass to the ER. Hence why Butch is always beaten by Blaine. It's symbolism for my conscious constantly conflicting itself, but my positive reinforcement always triumphs, no matter how close my negativity gets to victory.
Clayton Sebastiani: I hate myself for this, but Clayton was based mostly off of Bane from The Dark Night Rises. I needed Darryl, who was named after my father, but based off of my older brother, to have a foe of his own. Of course, there is some symbolism here too.
He is based not only off of Bane, but also off of a friend of my older brother's girlfriend's ex. Yep, Isabella is also based off of someone too. Clayton's foe is his girlfriend's ex, who in real life nearly killed my older brother with a switch-blade.
My brother, however, is built just like me, and despite having a three on one fight, came out on top.
Clayton is a favorite antagonist of mine, because he symbolizes everything I hate about power seekers. They think they are invincible, and that they rule the world. When in reality they are nothing more that thugs that bit off more than they could chew.
Sorry if any of this bummed you guys out. But I figured it'd give you a bigger picture of why I chose them then just giving a brief character description. Yeah, shit is dark here.
Under NO circumstances am I saying I live a harder life than anyone else here, by the by.