Josh accompanied his brother, as Doctor Bailey and Autumn turned to them. It had been the get-together Autumn had suggested Blaine have for Morgan. Darryl, the twins, and many of Morgan's still living friends had been invited. Doctor Bailey, as a close friend to Autumn and Blaine, was asked to attend as well.
"Um, sure." Autumn said, turning to Bailey. "We'll have to continue that story later."
"Indeed." Bailey smiled, beginning to walk away.
"Actually Doc, we were hoping you could talk too." Josh said, gingerly placing a hand on her shoulder.
Bailey stopped, nodding her head. Josh and Phil began to scan the party, sure enough, Blaine and Dawn stood at the grill. Blaine had offered to be the grill master, and they all knew why. He remembered Morgan fondly, but they knew he didn't want to think about it too much, and grilling had been something Blaine found was a good distraction.
"We've noticed something's not right with the big guy for a while now." Phil sighed. "We were let in on the Morgan situation a couple years back too. Autumn, you're his wife, do you know anything?"
"Well, we've been trying to give Dawn a normal, civilian life for some time. I originally thought it may have been the stress." Autumn shook her head. "-I think it runs a little deeper than that."
"I have a feeling it's minute PTSD." Bailey shook her head. "When soldiers under that much stress find some free time, they get to thinking. When they get thinking, they start regretting. Not all cases of PTSD involve loud explosions as triggers. Literally anything can trigger someone suffering the disorder."
"Oh man." Josh said, poking a glance at Blaine.
"It's not set in stone." Bailey placed a hand on her shoulder. "It's also very likely he's having a crisis. With Morgan out of his life, he's feeling lost and alone. Something he once told me he felt during Spartan boot camp."
"Yeah, he told me that too." Autumn shook her head. "It must've been hell."
"The stress of trying to give Dawn a proper life likely isn't helping. The assault on that ODST was probably some sort of anxiety attack, 'caused by an overwhelming feeling of... dare I say; failure."
"Failure?" Phil asked.
"Spartan IIs were drilled into their minds that failure was not an acceptable option. If they faced failure, they were taught to do whatever was necessary to tilt the odds in their favor." Bailey sighed. "I remember one incident he shared with me, where if his team failed an exercise, they didn't eat that night."
"Jesus." Josh shook his head. "All these years, I joked about him being a Spartan II. Now I feel like I've been a contributor to his current behavior."
"On top of feeling like he failed Dawn, I think it's some underlying thought that he wants to prove to Morgan that he's a good father." Bailey nodded. "Even though Morgan's gone now, Blaine wants to prove to himself, and Morgan, that he can raise Dawn right. Something Morgan never got the chance to do."
"That still doesn't explain his acts of arrogance. I've heard some of the things he's said to people. Blaine started pulling rank the other day, he almost NEVER does that. We all know him, he's highly informal. It's what makes him so charismatic." Autumn frowned. "He's been acting gruffer, more threatening to people. It's not the man I've met."
"Psychological issues don't pertain to one isolated issue." Bailey shook her head. "It's a melting pot, and for a Spartan II, who now is without an outlet, it's dangerous."
"You're saying Blaine is a ticking time bomb?" Josh shook his head in disbelief.
"It's not my favorite thing to discuss, but yes. I'm afraid if Blaine doesn't come to terms with whatever's been eating at him... he may snap." Bailey frowned.
"There has to be more to it." Autumn frowned. "Most of these things he's already confirmed to me. He fears failing Dawn, and he was concerned about his fathering. There has to be another piece of the puzzle."
"Perhaps asking would be the better option." Blaine said bluntly, walking up to the group. "Perhaps the twins forgot that I've become accustomed to their mannerisms when they're talking about me behind my back?"
Autumn stepped forward, placing herself between Blaine and the twins. Placing both of her hands on his chest, she looked up into his mildly annoyed eyes.
"We're just concerned Blaine. You haven't been yourself recently." Autumn said, her eyes watering. "I don't want to lose you, not yet."
Blaine sighed, as he wrapped his arms around her.
"You want to know what's troubling me, amongst all the things I'm sure you've come to deduce so far?" Blaine sighed. "I'm not getting any younger. I'm fifty years old, and I only just started feeling like a human, not a machine."
"So, you're having a mid-life crisis?" Josh asked. "Y'know, Phil and I both bought something during our crisis. Not make some guy our punching bag in a Principal's office."
"That's enough Josh." Phil shook his head. "We're not trying to make Blaine feel worse."
"Perhaps there is a solution to this conundrum." Bailey snapped her fingers. "Dawn is the centrifugal part to your psyche being out of whack. You're mind has been so preoccupied about everything happening in your life so far, you've been so busy."
"Yeah, what about this?" Blaine asked.
"You might be suffering a disconnect from your daughter. You two were inseparable when you weren't on the field years ago. With all that's happened with Morgan, and you attempting to get her into school, I think you're subconsciously missing your daughter on a personal level." Bailey said.
"You've focused on keeping her educated, and disciplined, but when have you and her just gone fishing? Or played tag outside?" Bailey continued. "You have the free time, Admiral, when you're not at work. Instead of constantly worrying for Dawn, spend quality time with her and realize that there is no need to worry."
'Bailey was right. In the past three years, I had prepared Dawn for a life for school. I would bring her to work with me, so that he could practice formal speaking. I hadn't had a chance to visit her, and truly appreciate how she was growing.
When I assaulted Kyle that day, I wasn't assaulting him. I was assaulting myself too. I had become too serious, something Mendez would probably admire about me now. Hopefully, that bastard isn't waiting in Valhalla, even Lord Odin wouldn't be able to stop me.'
Blaine's attention turned to Dawn, who was receiving a shower of hugs from Morgan's old buddies. The horde of old people nearly blocked her from his vision, but he saw her looking back at him, with a concerned look on her face.
"If not for yourself, do it for her." Autumn said. "Don't make our daughter fear for you... or worse... fear you."
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Monday Morning
Blaine smiled as Dawn walked beside him. He used the magnetic hinges on his armor to lift the display weapons for her, while she carried the hand outs he would offer the kids that day.
"It's not the most fun thing." Blaine rubbed the back of his head with his free hand. "-but at least we're spending time together again, yeah?"
"Yep!" Dawn smiled too, placing a hand on his lower back. "It was nice to meet new people, but I missed spending time with you daddy."
"Me two, sweetie." Blaine smirked, as he placed them in a line on the table in front of him. "Are you excited to see the others again? Or do you want me to branch Sona away so you can visit with her?"
"I want to see them again." Dawn smiled. "I just hope Mr. Mahogany isn't mad."
"Oh, he's not." Blaine smiled, placing a hand on her shoulder. "In fact, he told me you were his best student. He loved having you in his class."
The tac-pad on his right wrist blinked, as a holographic video burst upwards.
"Golden Eagle in bound, sir. An Alfred Mahogany and Maria Mayflower are asking permission to land?" the Golden Eagle's pilot asked, nodding his head to the troop bay.
"Permission granted, pilot. I'll be waiting in troop bay alpha." the green acknowledgement light popped up from his pad. "Dawn, do you want to come with me to greet your classmates, or do you want to wait here?"
"I'll follow you." Dawn smiled, as he rustled her hair.
The two walked down the hall to the troop bay, Blaine's hand on her right shoulder, and her left hand on his lower back. The door opened, as the two walked through together. The Golden Eagle roared to life as it entered the troop bay. Blaine had offered his daughter a respirator for the vacuum, while his helmet formed around his face once more.
Turning in the air, the shield protecting the people inside of the bay from the vacuum closed, with a mighty hiss. The beast of a machine slowly began to descend, as Blaine and Dawn approached. The back of the Golden Eagle's ramp began to descend, the students inside clutching everything for what they were worth.
"Recruits, welcome to the Aura of Armaggedon." Blaine said, his grip on Dawn's shoulder relaxing slightly. "I'm sure you've all met this young lady before."
"Indeed we have!" Mr. Mahogany piped up, wiping his brow with his kerchief. "Please excuse my attire, sir. The ride was quite bumpy."
"I'm sorry the accommodations weren't any better." Blaine replied with a nod. "I suppose your students could view it like a real life, Marine drop?"
"Most certainly!" Mr. Mahogany smiled. "Children, you all remember Dawn?"
"Hi Dawn!" a couple of the kids replied with a wave, as Dawn beamed, returning the wave.
"I am Dawn's Dad." Blaine spoke.
"Woah," one of the boys said. "Dawn, your Dad is a Spartan?! That's so cool!"
Dawn smiled shyly, as she shuffled her feet. Patting her on the shoulder, he stepped forward.
"My name is Admiral Blaine, Spartan One-One-Five." Blaine saluted the kids, as the boys returned the gesture.
"He, children, is not only a Spartan. He is known as the Guardian of Reach." Mahogany grinned from ear to ear. "May I just say, that it is still of the utmost pleasure to meet you, Mr. Harlowe."
"There's no need to view me like that." Blaine waved his hand. "It was my job, nothing more, nothing less. It was kind of the people to give me the title, but I try not to let it cloud my judgement."
A lot of the kids all looked at Blaine with marvel, some of their eyes trailing to Dawn, who stood beside him. Blaine hadn't noticed it, but in the time he had been talking, Dawn was slowly adopting a similar posture as him.
"Wait, you're Admiral Harlowe?!" one of the girls asked. "My Mom said that you're the leader of the UNSC?"
"Affirmative." Blaine nodded. "I am the current head of the UNSC, and all of it's branches, minus the Office of Naval Intelligence. However, in the sake of time. Shall we proceed with the tour? I have quite a few special occasions planned for you all today."
"You're not going to recruit us, are you sir?" one of the girls asked, to which Blaine chuckled.
"Of course not!" Blaine laughed, as the kids were filed out of the Golden Eagle by Mahogany and his extra chaperone, Ms. Mayflower. "Maria, it's good to see you again."
"Likewise, Admiral." she smiled.
"Which reminds me." Blaine said, as the kids all turned to face him. "For the duration of this trip, you may call me Blaine, Admiral, or even One-One-Five if you'd prefer."
"Can we call you Lord Harlowe, sir?" another boy asked.
"I suppose I don't mind. I love my position, but I try not to, much like my other titles, let it control me." Blaine smiled, as his helmet disassembled itself. "Please, follow me, and do not deter from our path. We are in a time of peace, but every crew man on my ship is still very busy. If they have time, I will gladly ask them to answer any questions you have."
"-to add on." Ms. Mayflower continued. "Please do not touch anything without the Admiral's permission. It's only polite, and you have no idea if it could be something dangerous."
"I have protections in place, in case someone does get curious." Blaine smirked. "For starters, welcome to the vehicle bay. Here, our military vehicles are prepped for insertion of ground battles. You may notice that it is still rather busy in here. That is because we always keep maintenance of our equipment, so everything is in pristine condition, should something drastic happen."
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"This is my briefing room. This is where I generally discuss battle plans with my soldiers before sending them out on their missions. There is a hologram table in the center of the room, where I can give three dimensional images of whatever I want to show them." Blaine smiled. "For now, I have a guest who would like to address you all."
From the center of the room, an enlarged hologram of a man with long white hair appeared before them. An unknown gust swirled around him, blustering his white toga back and forth. In one hand, a shield with Medusa's head rested upon it, while a bolt of lightning rested in the other.
"Zeus!" Dawn said, waving, as the man smiled.
"Hello there, m'lady." Zeus performed a bow. "I see you have brought other guests upon my ship."
"My name is Zeus, I am an artificial intelligence assigned to Admiral Harlowe. Typically, I remain on the Aura of Armaggedon to help relay orders from the Admiral to his crew when he's fighting on the ground." Zeus smirked, turning to Blaine. "Though I suppose I'm nothing more than a tour guide now, right, mortal?"
"Riiight." Blaine chuckled. "I believe you had something you wanted to share with the students, Zeus?"
"Ah yes." Zeus nodded. "What you students are about to witness are actual combat scenarios recorded by Admiral Harlowe during the Covenant War. I was under the impression that everyone here had permission to witness graphic content. However, I must warn you now, if you have an uneasy stomach, you may not wish to view this."
The room around them exploded in light. No matter what angle they stood at, the room perfectly mirrored everything Blaine would have seen out of his visor. His DMR stood at the ready, as he began to trot through a barren cityscape.
"Captain, this is Carter. What's your sit-rep, sir?"
"I'm green, Commander." Blaine's voice echoed throughout the room. "Working my way through New Alexandria now."
The hologram fast forwarded, Blaine was standing on a terrace, as a Brute jumped in front of him. Slobber dripped off of his visor, as his right fist lashed out, smashing the Brute square in the jaw, shattering one of it's fangs. Remarkably to Blaine, all of the kids, especially Dawn, seemed to be watching with curiosity. Even Ms. Mayflower, whom he knew was against war, watched with moderate interest.
"This was the point in the battle for Reach where I had activated a missile system." Blaine said. "A Covenant ship loomed above the city, and a bunch of innocent men and women were trapped in escape shuttles. As you will see, I and my team were able to activate the system."
Blaine's fist slammed on the big red button, the camera in his helmet glancing up at the crimson rockets fired from the facility around him. The camera shook as the building around him began to quake from the force. The rockets swirled in air, splashing the side of the Corvette.
As it exploded in red and violet fire, four transport ships flew off into the horizon, hoping to get off planet. Something Blaine then confirmed to the students.
"It was this particular action, that earned me the title of Guardian of Reach." Blaine said with a nod. "Like I said, I had just been doing my job, I didn't need, and at the time, didn't think I deserved, the title."
"Shall I resume, mortal?" Zeus asked, as Blaine shook his head.
The room around them darkened as the hologram disappeared. Many of the students appeared to want more action, something Blaine admired.
"Aw." a few of the kids groaned.
"Oh, you won't be disappointed for long." Blaine smiled, placing a hand on Dawn's shoulder. "This is where I must split for a moment. Dawn here will be leading you to the next part of the tour. I'll see you there."
With that, Blaine excused himself from the room. Mahogany and Mayflower looked slightly confused, as Dawn smiled. Standing tall and straight, she put her hands behind her back.
"Admiral Harlowe is preparing the next part of the tour, and has asked me to bring you there. Please follow me." she smiled, as Sona grinned.
Mayflower and Mahogany looked at each other, before relaying the order to the kids. Following Dawn through the hallway, the students began to ask questions.
"So I heard you beat up Kent, good." one of the girls said, placing a hand on Dawn's shoulder. "He's always such a jerk. I'm sorry you're not coming back, though."
"Yeah." one of the boys huffed. "Had I known he was such a jerk to you, I would've beat him up myself!"
"Mr. Mahogany said this trip was your idea." Sona smiled. "That's really nice of you Dawn. I hope we're still friends?"
"Of course we are!" Dawn smiled, as Sona wrapped her arms around Dawn.
"Thank you." was all she said.
Dawn and the group were stopped, however, as a crew-man stood before them, arms crossed.
"Kids, where are you going?" he asked bluntly, as Mahogany and Mayflower approached.
"We had a tour with the Admiral. He told us to follow Dawn."
"I see that." the crew-man said. "You recruits fresh outta boot camp?! You can't be going in there without your gear!"
With that, a Marine trotted past them, pushing a cart filled with miniature sets of armor, and the display guns Blaine had carried earlier.
"Suit up, soldiers." the man said. "Admiral Harlowe will be briefing you inside."
With his and the Marine's help, all the students were outfitted with their own little sets of Marine armor. Complete with comm. and visors.
"We're going to go over a few rules here, so listen up." the crew-man said. "These display guns will NOT actually fire. Even so, you will NOT point your weapon at anyone here. Otherwise, you will be escorted out and watched until the end of the tour."
"Secondly, you will listen to everything the Admiral or any adult says to you, this includes you teachers." the crew-man continued.
"Thirdly, do not panic! Everything following the tour will NOT be real. These are all holograms, and they cannot actually hurt you!"
"Lastly, you will all notice a button on the side of your helmets. Press this five times now."
At the man's command, the kids and adults pressed the buttons. There was a slight crackle in their right ears, as their visors came to life. It produced a fake ammo counter for them, along with everyone's name. In the top right corner of their visors, the crew-man's face appeared.
"Everyone should be hearing me closely in their helmets, and should see me in their visors at the top right. If you can, blink twice."
At that, green lights flooded the crew-man's wrist pad. Smiling, he counted the children and teachers, including Dawn. All had been accounted for.
"If you wish to speak, in the military we ask the commanding officer; Permission to speak, followed by their rank or sir." the man said in their comm. "Please standby for new orders, and step through this door. Welcome... to the Simulation Room."
Dawn smiled as the crew-man opened the door for them. She had only heard about this room a couple of times from her father. Now, she had the chance to enter it. The other kids looked amongst themselves, as the Teachers stood with uncertainty.
"Dawn, what is this place?" Mahogany asked.
"This, everyone, is a real life look into the Fall of Reach." Blaine said over the comm. "Like the crew-man outside the door said, do not be alarmed. This is just a simulation. I've set it so that your armors will not be picked up by the AI. You will NOT be attacked unless you attack the enemies first."
"This room is used to train new Spartans or Soldiers different combat scenarios to prepare them for practically anything, without actually endangering them. Your suits do have pain sensors within, which can and will simulate the pain you receive from the enemy." Blaine continued.
"As an added precaution, you will not feel pain in this simulation unless, again, you attack the enemy. At this moment, you may notice the weapons in your hands may feel a little more weightier than before. In this simulation, we do not bring live weapons in here."
"As such, these are not toys. Do NOT let me or any of the other chaperones catch you pointing your weapons at anyone else. If we catch you acting in this way, I will disable your simulation suit, and you will be escorted out of the room by the crewman." Blaine said.
"If any of you have played laser tag, like Dawn and I have, think of this like an educational game of laser tag. One last thing to mention, if one of you brave students DO attack the AI, you do face simulated death. Do not worry, you will return in five seconds. Keep in mind, however, this is not the case in real life."
"Before we continue, is there anyone here that is not comfortable with participating?" Blaine asked. "Blink twice if you want to stay, three times if you want to go.
Thankfully enough, everyone, including Mayflower, blinked twice. Blaine smiled as he stood before them. At the moment, the room was pitch black, almost endless. They could see everyone in front of them, and they appeared to be standing on infinite blackness.
"Students, while you may think this is fun. Please try to keep your attention to the lesson this is trying to teach about Reach? That doesn't mean I don't want you to have fun, but I would definitely appreciate it if you had a willingness to learn."
With that, two more Spartans appeared at Blaine's side. Their display weapons formed into that of a DMR and BR respectively. Dawn recognized them instantly, running over.
"David, Naomi!" she said, as she hugged both of them.
"Heya sis." David said, placing a hand on her helmet. "Looking good sunshine."
"You are pretty cute in that armor, sis." Naomi smiled, the students and teachers all watching in disbelief.
"Everyone, this is Lieutenant David Harlowe, and Staff Sergeant Naomi Harlowe. Yes, they are also my kids, and yes, they are also Spartans. They will be joining us in this simulation, as we're borrowing their training time to be doing this."
With that, Blaine turned his back to the students, while David and Naomi led Dawn back to the other students. Subtly, the sound of a Pelican's engines began to roar in their ears. Around them, the darkness molded into that of a Pelican troop bay. It wasn't quite as spacious as the Golden Eagle they had been in before, but many of these students were used to them.
They carefully placed themselves in their own seats, Mayflower and Mahogany buckling the kids up, with the help of David and Naomi. Even though it wasn't entirely kosher to the experience, they valued the kid's own sense of safety over the realistic feel. After all, the point of the simulation was not to scare them, but to give them an experience, a lesson.
Blaine's left hand clutched a bar hanging from the newly formed roof of the Pelican they were now inhabiting. Naomi and David stood there, to either side of him, as they heard a knock from the Pelican's pilot hatch.
"That knock means we're landing soon." Blaine said. "Naomi, David, and I will be your escorts, kids. Please do as we say and try not to get split up. You can actually get lost in these sims, you won't be lost for good, of course, but you'll miss out on the experience."
The weight in the troop bay shifted as the Pelican bay doors opened, revealing a city scape. Fire rose to the heavens, as Covenant Banshees and UNSC Falcons clashed in the air above them. Dawn and her old classmates looked in and amongst each other. They were all interested to see what lay ahead, but Dawn, she couldn't wait.
She was going to witness her father in action.