Author's Notes: No, I'm still not announcing the end to my self proclaimed retirement. However, I've been following along with the 'Hunt the Truth' Campaign set in place by 343 Industries to help build up the story for Halo 5: Guardians.
Without spoiling anything, there was a recent addition to the audio diary run advertisement campaign that made me think really hard about the SPARTAN program. We all knew the clones were sent to take the place of the inductees. But never once did I ever think to associate them as human. The latest installment really opened my eyes to just how terrible the program was.
There will be some mild spoilers to the 'Hunt the Truth' ads here, so if you haven't caught yourself up to them, please do not continue. Likewise, if you have not finished Dark before Dawn, I highly recommend that you have finished that before starting this.
Now you might be asking; well Morgan, what exactly is this? This is a miniature, likely five part tale, that's going to engulf further into Blaine's past as a Spartan II, and his future as the Head of the Military that allowed such heinous acts.
- Do Not Click if DbD hasn't been read:
This story was written, assuming you made the 'Dark before Dawn' ending your choice of canon for Blaine's fate. Not to say that the 'Heroes Legacy' ending choosers aren't welcome to read this, it is simply that this was written with that ending in mind.
With all that aside, thanks for taking the time for reading this!
Blaine sighed as he lazed back in the sand, the rustling of waves gently crashing against the beach. Smiling, he felt the gentle ocean breeze gently brush against his chest. Gently rolling his neck left and right, he placed his hands behind his head. Peering through his shades, Blaine watched as Autumn and Dawn chuckled, tossing a hard disk of plastic between themselves.
Autumn had called it a 'Frisbee', a toy with the simple function of flying through the air, only to be caught by a fellow 'Frisbeer'. Blaine frowned, to Autumn, a Frisbee was a no brainer, the concept was simple. For Blaine, however, he had never played with one before, hell, he had to ask her numerous times the concept for why someone would play with one.
Of course, to him, planning attacks on enemy positions, and changing the tides of battle came naturally to him. Something that baffled Autumn, even to this day. Closing his eyes for a moment, Blaine breathed the salty air in calmly, before exhaling out his nose.
You will become the best we can make you.
Halsey's words had been so far ingrained into his mind, he had a hard time believing the horrors he had been put through. Wincing at the thought of his augments, he tried to retrack his mind to his vacation. It had been several months after the Didact had attacked Earth. While things had been just as hectic as they had been with his first run through of his life, he was still able to allot himself some personal time with family.
In this second time through his life, he had so much to attribute to this new personal peace he found himself reveling in. He had saved many of his friends, including Butch, someone he had never thought he would have saved in a million years. Being a host for Goldenheart certainly did have it's perks, but at the same time, it came with a cost.
Every memory from his previous attempt at life remained with him. All his conflicts with Butch, the deaths of all his friends, his OWN death. They haunted his every waking moment, but worst still were the suppressed memories of Spartan training. Ever since he first retired in his first attempt at life, he had made it a goal to forget his past, and look to the future.
Mistakes he made in his past life, however, were convinced to make him remember. Remember what he had done, how he had done it. Growling with annoyance, Blaine stood quickly, whipping the shades off of his eyes.
"What's the matter Blaine?" Autumn asked, as her and her daughter turned to face the Spartan.
"Nothing, nothing." Blaine groaned to himself, placing his head in his hands. "Just a bad memory. I'm just going to take a dip."
Walking over towards the water, Blaine winced as the icy cold water nipped at his feet. Turning his attention towards his family, he saw Autumn stare at him with her concerned look. Neither of the women spoke, although Dawn, in all of her teenage innocence, glanced at her mother in confusion.
Gasping, Blaine dove face first into the ocean. The icy sensation washed over the Spartan, bringing yet another dark memory to the surface.
Where are the others in your Squad?!
I-I dunno! Glgaagasglkagagagh
WHERE ARE THE OTHERS IN YOUR SQUAD?!
In the forest! About four Klicks from here!
Pathetic, absolutely pathetic. Get the hell out of here.
Blaine's eyes widened, the sudden saltiness from the water slightly irritating his eyes. His mouth gaped open, as bubbles expelled from his mouth. Struggling his way back to shore, Blaine's screams echoed for miles, as Autumn and Dawn sprinted over.
"Dad!" Dawn shook her father's shoulder gently. "Dad, are you okay?"
Blaine shook the thought of Mendez' waterboarding out of his head for a brief moment, before smiling at his daughter.
"Yeah kiddo, I'm fine." Blaine shook his head. "You're old man is just getting nutty, that's all."
"You were screaming." Autumn frowned. "You only do that around open electricity."
"Yeah, my mind has just been really clouded recently, that's all." Blaine coughed a second. "You two go have fun, I'll sit here with my feet in the water."
Dawn gave her mother a concerned look, before peering back at her father. Gently wrapping her arms around his neck, she stood, as did her mother. Blaine grimaced to himself, despite being freed from his boring desk job as the head of SPARTAN, he still found his work following him wherever he went.
How can you think that SLAUGHTER is WORK?!
It is our duty as Soldiers to protect Humanity, no matter the cost.
That sounds like Military Propaganda if I've ever heard of it, Lieutenant.
I don't pay you for your opinions, Soldier. I pay you for your aim.
Blaine had remembered that moment in time. He had been approached by a social justice warrior, who had been enlisted into the Military during the Insurrectionist Campaign. Leslie Stodard, had impeccable aim with a Marksman rifle, but a nasty reputation for being earnest.
At that time in his first lifetime, he had argued with Leslie on numerous counts about the reasons why they fought. He fought because it was all he had ever known, and the Insurrection meant to destroy the UNSC. At the time, he had never thought of it, that the Insurrection were people that his family had likely known. That he wasn't fighting for the good of the Outer Colonies, he was fighting for ONI's personal agenda.
She had always called him a baby killer, admitting that the only reason she was in the UNSC to help fight was because the Insurrection claimed the lives of her family. She knew that what she was doing was 'justified' murder, but she was disgusted with the Spartan.
Shaking the thought from his head, yet again, Blaine stared down at the gentle waves brushing against his bare feet. Only when he looked, it wasn't water he was looking at, it was mud. Looking up, he saw the other Trainees hooving it through the muck of the obstacle course. Mendez had relinquished the Spartans of their boots, and sent them out into the course, where at the end they would find a satchel containing necessities to survive a night in the woods.
The exercise was to help build their survival instinct, to allow their primal instinct of fight or flight to grow. Blaine huffed as he sprinted through the muck, Kelly, unsurprisingly, had been in front of him. John slowly at her heels. In an instant, he felt something grip onto his right ankle, before yanking it out from under him.
Growling with annoyance, Blaine landed on his back, staring at the sky above him. Only, when he looked up, Butch's beaming face glanced down at him, as it had in that previous life.
"Heya Blainey boy." Butch grinned. "Your wife and kiddo said you ain't been in your right mind. Figured a good slam was in order. You all good?"
"Yeah." Blaine nodded curtly. "Just having nasty flashbacks."
"I know whatcha mean." Butch nodded, offering Blaine a hand up. "I've been thinking of Boot a lot more recently too."
Blaine and Butch sat there, staring at the horizon of the ocean for a time, as the breeze picked up for a moment. The silence was broken, however, when Butch chuckled uncomfortably beside Blaine.
"Y'know, had you not approached me that night. Had you not helped me with Katie." Butch stopped himself for a second. "I fear I may have been an entirely different person, Blaine. Someone hurt, who only hurt others to try and fill a void in my heart, something that I'm sure I'd have never gotten."
"It's nothin' personal. But Blaine took someone I love from me, and it's only fair that I RETURN THE FAVOR!
Clenching his fist, Blaine's eyes opened wide as Butch's hand clasped his shoulder.
"An anonymous friend let me in to your little secret though." Butch's eyes glinted in the sunlight. "For what it's worth, please know that I'm an entirely different person than what you may have encountered before."
Smiling genuinely, Butch nodded, before standing. Blaine's eyes followed his once old arch nemesis up.
"A word to the wise, however. Perhaps allowing these memories to become open would help ease your conscious. Bottlin' that shit in causes cancer, Admiral." Butch said sternly, before smiling up the beach. "Yo Katie! Give Emma her bottle, I'll be right over!"
Blaine sat there for a time, staring at his feet for a time. Perhaps Butch was right, maybe he needed to get some of his past grievances off of his chest. But this wasn't the place for that. Standing, Blaine saw the hard plastic disk hurtle in his face. Unaware of how to react, the disk smacked him in the bridge of his nose.
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Admiral Blaine 115's Office
UNSC Aura of Armaggedon
"C'mon!" Dawn whined, holding her Dad's hand. "Why won't you let me join the Military, like you did?!"
"It's not the life I want for you." Blaine said sternly. "Ask your Grandfather, your Mother, ask Uncle Darryl, Josh, or Phil. They'll all tell you it isn't as glamorous as the recruiter makes it out to be."
"But I want to be like you, to make you proud!" Dawn frowned, as Blaine gently ran a hand down her cheek.
"Hey now. I'm proud of you just as you are. You don't need an MA5D or Combat armor to change that." Blaine smirked. "Please, just understand that the military life isn't for everyone, and I certainly don't want it to be yours."
"Then why did you choose?" Dawn asked, sincerely.
Blaine's eyes cast down to the desk before him, as he sighed sadly.
"I didn't. I was deceived."
Dawn's eyes opened wide, as she took one of the spare seats across from Blaine's desk. Before Blaine could follow up that thought, his messages inbox flashed in front of him. Running a finger along the hologram in an upwards stroke, the message appeared in front of him.
Good evening, Admiral Harlowe, sir.
You may not know me, but I know you sir. The Master Chief's legend echoes throughout all of Human owned Space, but your heroics are just as loud, sir. Allow me to properly introduce myself, I am Benjamin Giroud. I am what you would consider a freelance reporter.
I've done several articles, many stemming from the UNSC and ONI, the Master Chief, and even yourself, sir. As it stands, I'm currently running an article on the Master Chief, but I have some sources that seem illegitimate. I've been told you worked closely with the Chief on numerous occasions, and I'd really like an interview with another Spartan
Best regards,
Benjamin Giroud.
That message had been received several days ago, via Waypoint. A completely off the record type messaging system. Blaine knew it well, it was not monitored by ONI, and therefore it was home to several scam bots. Blaine had disregarded the message, slightly chilled as to how this person was able to contact him, and whether or not this article was slanderous or not.
What interested Blaine, however, was the new message he had just received, from the same individual. It was an attachment of sorts, a clip from the outer colonies. Blaine knew the cityscape seen outside of the recording drone. It was some obscure colony, on the outskirts of the Outer colonies. Blaine remembered that another peace summit was to be held there, to maintain the Treaty Hood, the Arbiter, and himself had brokered decades prior.
Curious to Blaine, however, was the dark green armored Spartan seen entering the room. Using a dead body guard as a meat shield, the Spartan's pistol aimed into the room of delegates.
"Put the weapon down, soldier." one of the humans replied.
"No sir." the Spartan replied coldly, as Blaine's eyes widened, a shiver running up his spine.
In a trio of flashes, the pistol recoiled, killing the three Human delegates present at the table. The Guards towards the back of the room opened fire, turning what was supposed to be a peace summit, into a bloodbath. Blaine stared in disbelief as the Master Chief slaughtered the Guardsman, escorting the Alien delegates out of the room without a second of hesitation.
Long after the video had stopped, Blaine stared into the air before him. Had the Master Chief truly gone rogue, was it in part from the training the Spartan's had received? Was Blaine doomed to follow Chief's path, if he didn't conquer his own demons?
Worse yet for Blaine, Dawn had seen the entire video. Looking up, he saw mist forming in his daughter's eyes, as she witnessed a Spartan, much like her father, murder three 'innocent' men in cold blood.
"Dawn, honey." Blaine sighed. "There are some things you should know about my past as a Spartan. It's not going to be pretty, but I think you're old enough to know. Perhaps it may even help you reconsider your choice to join the Military."